I wondering why nowadays people around me are good in mumbling!!!!!

Is my occasion i want to invite who i like..

Is not one you guys to decide .....

I plan to invite because i respect them...

the decision for them to come is up to them..

If u guys doesn't want me to invite ...

Is okay for me not to invite..

and i won't give a damn to hold the function..

I will have my own plan...

One call is enough..

I dun need so many freaking aunty uncle to contact me..

and say the reason....

Mummy 's Day

The one who born me ...
The one who suffer when i do not want to get out from the stomach..
The one who raise me up till now...
The one who pamper me all the time..
The one who nagging on me ...
The one who taking care of me when i'm sick...
The one who do not know how to cook but trying to cook for me when i'm sick...
The one who let me yell at....
Yes, is all about mum..
It will be very different for me..

Use to celebrate with her every year..
but this year will be different ...
She is far far away from me...
But at least i know you are happily in there and..
I big enough to take care of myself..
Do not worry...
Just i still miss the way i use to be pamper all the time...
Mum, I love you.
Another year coming we will be meeting up...

I had been MIA not to blog almost a month.
Yea I do not what to blog. Coz I ruin my life.
I had been totally lost and dunno what I do to
judge which is right or wrong.
A lot of people had been telling me I have
bright future where I no need stick in this country.
Yes I have the chance to get out from here but
one thing I can't let go is a thing that had been with me
for so many years.
But still now had enter 2nd quater of the year
I still in the undecided condition.
I have been 50% of doin it and no.
I need more time to think about it.
Do not force me when the times come I will let u Noe
the answer.
Yes people I'm back in the party world seem I
have lost in the party for few months.
Drink!drank!drunk!party! Fun!
Enjoy the life to fullest.

Grandma 88th Birthday

21.03.2010,
is grandma 88th birthday..
i was so dam tiring after the shows at genting..
i reach home around 4 something and have a quick nap..
then prepare to go for dinner..
yea.. we had the celebration at restaurant siang..
we in a room with a package deal of RM888++ per table..
in conjunction with my grandma 88 years old,
my uncle took all the 8 number, include angpao, table light and etc etc...

pretty cousin and me...

yea cake cutting ceremony..

one big family photo....
*for those cousins are close with me are not invited because granny are not welcoming*
*family become lesser and lesser*

Dearest grandma and me..
The one who take care of me since i'm baby..
the one who stay with me till now...
the one who pamper me all the time..
the one who let me scold when i'm not in the mood..
But anyhow,
I love you popo..
May you stay longer
and healthy always..
and wait my mum to back in town..

Love Mi Concert 2010

First time ever, doing such a huge concert
with full of audience for 2 shows...

Yes is Sammi Love Mi World Tour Concert..
Is the 2nd stop of this world Tour concert...
First time ever, i see the fans waiting at the lobby early in the morning till midnight ..
The concert was great..
But for those who seat at the cheapest price scale,
i'm pity for them coz u cant see sammi face at all even there is a lcd..
due to the smoke in the arena...

First costume..







The guest artiste mc Jin..
original song is MC Yan


Han Jin & Sammi

White Christmas...

Sweet...



PICS wif da guest artiste..
Han Jin & MC Jinwith da band..
sadly have no chance take photo with the artiste..
is a been a tiring weekend doing this concert..
lack of sleep and all the ache pop up in the forehead><

Talk Show

I have been doing alot of concert or show for the past few months..
but now i going for a talk show..
is been 2 years back since i attended concert as an audience...
Last sat, headed to the place where i work..
for Wong Tze Wah Talk Show..
it was full house.... all the seats in arena are full house...
even VIP seats....
i rated 8/10 for this talk show..
One thing i am so impress his talking is about blogger..
The old people use to write their thoughts and feeling in a diary with a tiny padlock..
but now everyone using blog to express their feeling..
blog is a public website for ppl to view about or get to noe u well..
or even update about u..
is true where blog can let everyone noe what thing who let u down
and what thing make u happy...
One example, this funny guy said blogger love to take food and post it to blog..
and eg : nasi lemak then he say is it the food that you eat?
is it special ? is it the ikan bilis is raw?
can move?
well, his talking is make sense duh....
the show took 2hrs to finish..
Will upload some recording on his show...

Lifeless

I have been thinking for the past few month why I'm need to be working with this kind environment. Is been so boring doing the same routine everyday and seating at here for 10 hours with the mumbling words keep in my ear. Frankly speaking,
I do not enjoy my work now I feel like going to somewhere where I can find my own freedom and do what I want and find back te inspiration that I use to have.
The now me have change alot comparing last time or the few months back of me.
I would not take thing seriously.
I would love freedom all the time no matter where am I or what I doing.
I wish to be on my own world and do what I like
LOST!LOST!

Time to be reunion during CNY
with all the relative which are close, not close, far , dramatic etc etc...
The first day of CNY,
will be different this time as mum are not with me this year...
i didn't go anywhere coz need to wait all the relative come to my house..
as my grandma is staying with me..
the young ones need to go to the elderly house (olden time)..
this time will be i doing all the serving, cleaning the house..
sigh.. my house is not that big..but cleaning the house is dam tiring....
since mum is in oversea.. we the family use skype to chat ...

was talking to grandma
*thanks azriy korkor for taking the snap*

2nd day went over to my aunty house for "hoi lin"
Guess what..
i'm late reach there and everyone start eating..
haha..
let's pic do the talking...

food.. chicken, prawn,fish, soup, mix vegetable and etc

aunt cook skill improved
*bravo*

with the nieces...

nephew..

cousins.. aunty... nieces..

LASTLY PIC OF CNY 2010
FAMILY POTRAIT
*part of them in pic *
the other part of them gone into pluto world

Happy Chinese New Year..

Is another year again with the year of tiger..

Go relative house, friends house and all of routine for the whole week of holiday...

where my sleeping time turn over...

Will update more once i'm back in home..

My dearest sis 27th birthday..
Feel sentences that would like to express to you:
Sis,
I miss you deeply..
I hope you will still here with us..
and things will change..
and i wont be suffering alone at here...
you can help half of my burden..
I may argue with you when we will young..
and when you back in home..
but i love to play with you..
i maybe be pampering by mum
but still mum alwiz love you..
Jie.. Happy Birthday..
I want to say i'm brave enough..
to see you all by my alone..
and no fear with me from now...
please guide me all the way..
-end-

Learn From Mistake

Guess, today is my 1st time make mistake in the office make me depress..
this mistake i should not have make..
i do regret and i'm asking myself why i have been so clumsy?
am i do confident or am i not suitable in this industry?
is do make me shame doing this mistake..
As what my boss told me everyone do have mistake..
no ones is perfect..
mistake is for you to gain improvement ..
without mistake you wont going up to the high postition...
i must be tought no more cry baby .....
i big enough...
well,
Is fun working in the entertainment where can meet alot of artiste..
in other hand paper work is important too..
yes i hate doing paper work..
i love operations.. i love working till late night ..
and hate waking up early before the sun rise..
2 more months..
i need to have a final answer for myself..

Finally a week,
i change my place... change my job scope...
but why my salary din have increment yet...
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The old place.. i seated a corner where nobody know what i'm doing..
and i just handle concert's show.. were are relaxing...
but now.. i seated right infront my "best" superior and her eyes are dam sharp who can see what i typing and doing...even i replying an email..
stress.. and officially i will have more work where now i need to know about events..
like bands.. events.. launching... and so on.. basically need to aware about 90% what the company are doing..
Yes.. is a great news for me that i could learn a lot of things..
but i hopefully the colleagues could help me as i'm still newbie...
and now i have no time to play games..
work every hour.. where alot of work need to follow up..
yes i'm back with my interest and full of work...

Wedding dinner

Last Sunday is Fu Jen wedding,
First time attend colleague wedding dinner..
The dinner held at Golden Dragon Boat..
Overall the dinner was okay only...
The grand ceremony bride & groom was a bit disappointed for me..
coz there is no live on the LCD screen...
and there only have 1 LCD screen..
where those guest seaters at the side of the ballroom..
wont get to see clearly...
How about the food?
1st five dishes was okay..
after the prawn the dishes was so so only..
well let's pic do the talking..

Group pic with GESB colleague, ex-colleague & promoters...

without my om..

all leng lui...
showing her assest..
and someone peeping.. opssssss...
ahahahaha..
well i enjoying the night..
pics with bride & groom need to wait..
as the photographer are not finalize yet...
will upload to fb once i get all the photo..
cheers...

Finally is my 3 months in the company..
still got 3 more months to go and then hopefully i will become confirm staff...
the 1st day of the year of working,
4 Jan..
everytime after operations from genting,
the next day will be alot of compiling file to be done..
i hate the day because everytime the whole office like war..
here nag there nag..
and nag like nobody business..
And then finish work is my 1st outing with my colleagues...
in conjuction celebrate my colleague bachelor day
as she will getting marry this sunday..
and also one of the ex colleague birthday..
as you all know i seldom sing k with frens..
coz i'm banana...
i love too sing but i duno the word ..
is like so weirdo..
but that day i open my mouth.. i sing..
haha.. but less ...
is a good trying thou...

Is time for group pic again...

me , Jen( the bride of this sunday), alison, yen, uncle fong, tuck , paul

natasha, jen, alison, yen , uncle fong , pau lee, and paul

KING OF THE ENTERTAINER
Mr. Paul, he a great entertainer..
he a great PR manager ..
he owes the whole night..
hahah..
well done..